Our 1st Monthsary

"We don't count months to keep track. We count them because every one with you is worth remembering."

It’s been a little over a month since we said yes to this. Our story, our connection, our love. Since May 6, 2025, when I realized that what I feel for you isn’t just a feeling. It’s something real, something worth holding onto.

Being in a long distance relationship isn’t easy. It takes patience, trust, and a kind of faith that not everyone understands. But with you, Xədicə, even the waiting feels like part of the journey. Not just a pause, but a place where something beautiful grows.

Every voice message you send, every song you sing for me, makes the distance feel smaller. Your voice is a soft comfort on my hardest days. Your laugh is a light I carry with me. Even though we haven’t had a real call yet, those short moments we share through our voices have made me feel so close to you.

I love how you are quietly becoming my safe place. The person I can imagine being with when everything else is uncertain. You, my sweetheart, are the reason I look forward to what’s next. Not because I expect anything perfect, but because I want to face it all with you.

This first monthsary is a milestone I want to celebrate. Not just because it marks time, but because it marks us. It marks the way we are building something real out of patience and hope. It marks the first of many moments I want to share with you, even if some of those moments are miles apart.

I love you, Xədicə.

I love you for being exactly who you are.

For the quiet strength you bring.

For the light you shine in my world.

You are my baby, my love, my everything.

And no matter where life takes us, I’m grateful this is our journey.

Happy first monthsary, my love.

This letter is for you.

Always you.

Xədicə.

You Make Me Want to Try for More

"Before you, I was fine with silence. Now, I want a life where I can speak, love, and be loved back." I used to keep things to myself. Not because I didn’t feel anything, but because I didn’t think anyone would understand it. Then you came into my life. And suddenly, I wanted to try. Try to open up. Try to explain how someone like you makes everything feel different. You make me want to be seen. You make me want to give more. Even on the days when I overthink, or when I go quiet, the thought of you makes me want to be better. Not to impress you, but because you already make me feel worth loving. You make being soft feel okay. You make loving someone feel brave instead of scary. And I love you, Xədicə . With all the quiet, all the effort, all the hope I’ve got in me. You are my baby. You are my safe place. And this letter is just for you. Always you. Xədicə .

You Are Every Version of Love I Know

"Loving you doesn’t just make me feel alive. It makes me feel safe in a world that often isn’t." Not every day is bright. Some days feel heavy for no clear reason. The kind where I just want to hide, go silent, and let the world pass. But even in that quiet, you’re there. Even when you don’t know it, you give me something to hold onto. Your presence is steady. I don’t mean constant messages or perfect timing. I mean how your name, your voice, your way of simply existing in my life gives me calm. Like I don’t have to fight so hard just to feel okay. You’ve never demanded anything from me. You’ve just stayed. And that’s more powerful than anything loud or flashy. You’ve become the part of my day that feels like home. Like no matter what’s going wrong, I still have something that’s right. I love you, Xədicə . I love you in the quiet. In the stillness. In the moments no one else sees. That kind of love doesn’t burn out. It holds on. And I’m holding on to you. ...

I Don’t Need Everyone to Understand This. Just You.

"If the world doubts what I feel for you, let it. My love wasn’t made for their approval. It was made for you." People will always have opinions. Some think love has to follow a certain path. That it only counts if you're holding hands or sitting across from each other. But I don’t need to explain this to anyone. They weren’t there when I listened to your voice. They didn’t hear the way you sang for me. That moment didn’t have to be long to be unforgettable. You didn’t even try to impress me. You were just you. And that was enough to stay in my heart. We haven’t had our first call yet. Maybe because we’re both quiet people, a little shy. But what we’ve shared already means more than most people’s loud stories. I don’t need noise. I just need real. And with you, I have that. What I feel for you doesn’t need to be shouted into the world. It only needs to be known by the one it’s meant for. And that’s you, always you. I love you, Xədicə . No distance changes that...

Kim Teodoro

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